Tuesday, August 31, 2010

TAB...

TAB is the name given to Technical association of Biotechnology in my College NITW,the very beautiful NITW....
1st yr i dont know anything abt my dept,a bit of it,but in 2nd yr i was selected as the exe for TAB.... I worked considerably (not much though) and the whole yr i spent much of my time there....
i was sooooooo attached to the dept..
i entered 3rd yr....TAB interviewz time and after the results came, i came to know that i wasnt a member this time.... :( :'(
i was very very disappointed ,depressed....i felt as if the bond between me and my patrino (refer narnia) was CUT....
its not a joke,not so funny as it seems while reading....coz im hurt,it seemed as if im LOST....i know therez nothing much to be worried here....nothing lost....but im feeling bad and sad....for every thing.....
as an optimist i mustn't feel like this...i know, i was a member last time means jus to show i can...and now im not...jus because i have something much and better to do....
trying to recognize that....
anyway im happy fr the members....a hearty congrats to all of those....and 1 word fr them...this isnt jus a POST(membership)...its responsibility....its something more,(atleast fr ppl like me)...try to KEEP THAT UP..... :) :) :D

DAD.... :(

DAD .... as mom told me u waited very eagerly fr my first sight....very tensed.... feeling the whole hearted love fr me....u bit ur fingers like a child....
u took lots of pain....struggle....jus to see me grow happy....
u always wanted me to have the best in my life....
i still remember the times wen v spent together,happily,talking abt every thing,teasing mom,making her laugh,bday parties,fights,photos,dancing and all.....but i know these r all fr me jus fr My happiness...
u never showed ur anger on me...in any time...but i never bothered y u r sad.... :(
but now....the immediate thought that i cant spend time with u anymore....v cant enjoy ....those days are over.....i cant show wat i feel fr u....makes me sad,depressed.....

THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.......

miss u so much nanna..... :( :( :'(
take care of urself....

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