my life my rules

I know my blogs are turning boring day by day, but it truly comes out from my heart.. My deep thoughts and huge time spent on thinking, thinking and only thinking... Don't know why, but some times I feel so...That I help you, just because I like you, I don't want to see you begging for help before anyone, that is why I come forward, I don't want to see you suffer, I, truly, from bottom of my heart, willing to do that and so as not to put you into trouble, I help you... Don't look down on me, I not helping you because I have loads of time pouring... I am not helping to impress you, I am helping, just because I want to.. This is my version.. I always hope you understand my real inner reason of helping you.. Huh.. and never think this way, "There z one lady, a stupid one, will do what ever I tell , lets hand over this work to her",  I will not read your mind, but if I get to know that you are like this, I ll give a damn about you in m...

Hmmm.... just refreshing and making myself free to prepare for tomorrow's exam, then i suddenly diverted to a random thought creeping in mind... What is exactly meant by BEING STRONG... A person who looks very healthy, fat, happy may have difficulty just to use stairs, always being teased as a fatso... A person who looks thin, lean, can have a happy, large feast participating in athletics but never getting teased by friends... So it shows being strong has nothing to do with how we look... so what is it... I guess... It is ability to bear the pain.. It is the ability to face the challenge... If you want a thing to happen you will bear the pain...wont you??? Being strong in any field, mentally, physically is not at all a easy thing.. does not Depend on how you look what background you have how much money you spend or how much time you spend  it is just How willing are you to do that job... every body can do any work, what you need is just the eagerness an...

Patience... One of the greatest gifts from GOD to man... If you think some one is not understanding you, Behaving quiet weird, Not showing love as they used to do before, Is playing doubles roles, having 2 faces and 2 tongues, Give them a chance to change, think, realize for themselves, what is what and who is who... Wait, Patiently... This is the age of fluctuations, disturbances, hot blood, and many more which may lead you to no where and away from friends, Now you may feel, that you don't need any one coz there is your lover, parents to help you, but every one has their own value and it may take time for you to realize, but you will... The time when you realize, is the time, when you want a time machine and go back to past, meet all of them once again and correct your mistakes, but once gone is gone forever... Only thing which can help in such moments is PATIENCE... Try to talk and let them know the wrong results and adverse effects of such mentality, fo...

How many friends do you have??? Who are THE BEST FRIENDS among them???? Which is your class group ??? Which is your district group??? which is your school group?? you have different answers for all these questions , right??? But when you achieve some thing , when you upside down thinking over a problem, while you fall head over heels in love, when in deep sorrow, when you want a suggestion, when you want to tease some one, go some where, want to hug tightly and cry, laugh loudly and shout, feeling very very very very lonely, Will you think of all those social groups around you... definitely NO... You will only remember THE ONE, among all those... I am no ONE'S the ONE... I have many THE ONES... :P ;)