my life my rules

I don't know whether I have rights to write like this about media or not, but just took a chance.. Of course I am not against media, coz i wanted to be a journalist some time back in childhood... This is just an incident happened today in auto, I asked the auto wala to take me to REC.. There was already a decent man sitting in there, he was asking me some questions and after that he mentioned, what's going on in the college? It was not like this before... Then I just gave a sharp answer that Media was not like this before... He just gave a look and turned to his side.. I don't know why I dragged media in between, may be because I don't like people pointing out my college.. Then I started thinking, NITW is not all that's shown in TV.. There are people STILL,who don't even know that this is the college of national importance and pride.. They keep on asking (recent one in train in october) "Oh!! you didn't get a seat in nearby college in your ci...

            This is not a success story of big shot.. Its collection of thoughts after success achieved by small people around me..Especially this day, from my branch 12 members got placed... Such a happy news to me.. can't even tell how much.. Was waiting for this since I got placed...after 2 and half months I heard good news..             Yesterday Ravi and now Nakka with 2 jobs huh... and 12 from Biotech... Its so good to hear all this... This post isn't to mention all the names but just mentioned to remember this throughout...                          OKAY... coming  to my regular philosophy class... :P  As said by somebody Success tastes good only if you tasted failure atleast once.. It's not just working hard to achieve what you want,  It's not planning, not time table, home work... It's the courage . .. To take failure, to look po...

Had a great day today with talk by Dr. Vijaya Mohan Reddy... Nevertheless to mention him though it was just a 45 minute talk.. He was basically called to speak about some thing else but he did teach some thing very different indeed very much useful and interesting.. I am bit ( not bit though a lot ) interested in godly stuff and not just the stories of the ancient Hindhu Gods but the real meaning of why all those happened and what they actually wanted to convey to the people in this era... An ovum and a sperm combine and form a single cell called Zygote, it multiples to many many cells, then who tells those cells to form into different organs?? into limbs, eyes and most exciting brain??? hmmm Its a POWER, a FORCE, which no body can sense using the panchendriyas...(5 senses of the body)..All we can do is only BELIEVE... Arjuna, when questioned by Dronacharya, while aiming at a bird, " what do you see??" the answer was not the tree, branch, leaf, bird, its The EYE o...

I know my blogs are turning boring day by day, but it truly comes out from my heart.. My deep thoughts and huge time spent on thinking, thinking and only thinking... Don't know why, but some times I feel so...That I help you, just because I like you, I don't want to see you begging for help before anyone, that is why I come forward, I don't want to see you suffer, I, truly, from bottom of my heart, willing to do that and so as not to put you into trouble, I help you... Don't look down on me, I not helping you because I have loads of time pouring... I am not helping to impress you, I am helping, just because I want to.. This is my version.. I always hope you understand my real inner reason of helping you.. Huh.. and never think this way, "There z one lady, a stupid one, will do what ever I tell , lets hand over this work to her",  I will not read your mind, but if I get to know that you are like this, I ll give a damn about you in m...

Hmmm.... just refreshing and making myself free to prepare for tomorrow's exam, then i suddenly diverted to a random thought creeping in mind... What is exactly meant by BEING STRONG... A person who looks very healthy, fat, happy may have difficulty just to use stairs, always being teased as a fatso... A person who looks thin, lean, can have a happy, large feast participating in athletics but never getting teased by friends... So it shows being strong has nothing to do with how we look... so what is it... I guess... It is ability to bear the pain.. It is the ability to face the challenge... If you want a thing to happen you will bear the pain...wont you??? Being strong in any field, mentally, physically is not at all a easy thing.. does not Depend on how you look what background you have how much money you spend or how much time you spend  it is just How willing are you to do that job... every body can do any work, what you need is just the eagerness an...

Patience... One of the greatest gifts from GOD to man... If you think some one is not understanding you, Behaving quiet weird, Not showing love as they used to do before, Is playing doubles roles, having 2 faces and 2 tongues, Give them a chance to change, think, realize for themselves, what is what and who is who... Wait, Patiently... This is the age of fluctuations, disturbances, hot blood, and many more which may lead you to no where and away from friends, Now you may feel, that you don't need any one coz there is your lover, parents to help you, but every one has their own value and it may take time for you to realize, but you will... The time when you realize, is the time, when you want a time machine and go back to past, meet all of them once again and correct your mistakes, but once gone is gone forever... Only thing which can help in such moments is PATIENCE... Try to talk and let them know the wrong results and adverse effects of such mentality, fo...

How many friends do you have??? Who are THE BEST FRIENDS among them???? Which is your class group ??? Which is your district group??? which is your school group?? you have different answers for all these questions , right??? But when you achieve some thing , when you upside down thinking over a problem, while you fall head over heels in love, when in deep sorrow, when you want a suggestion, when you want to tease some one, go some where, want to hug tightly and cry, laugh loudly and shout, feeling very very very very lonely, Will you think of all those social groups around you... definitely NO... You will only remember THE ONE, among all those... I am no ONE'S the ONE... I have many THE ONES... :P ;)

huh just thinking of random things which are pricking my mind amid exams... just writing this to get rid of that... Note: It will be boring..... Don't wonder why this write up now... Its just as random as any other post.. I read in some epic or purana, I don't remember that birth as a human being is result of very good deeds we have done in our past life and is the most valuable birth than any other life on earth... We are born to do some thing useful, to prove our past.. (karana janmulu) Without a reason and purpose GODs ain't crazy to send us here and watch us game.. It is now our duty to find what it is and work accordingly... Why were your born only in INDIA coz fate of India is indirectly in your hands, you need to recognize that and work... It may be managing your family or managing the government, or may be some great achievement in terms of economy, health to nation... We have no right to end our lives at what ever time we want, coz we were not born by our will and ...

Few questions rolling in my mind since few days... What is the criteria to check whether a person is good or bad?? What is the reference that we should take?? Why a person liked by us , hated by others so badly??? Should we listen, believe to a third person who is closest to us talking about some other one?? If a person is good to us and seems very bad to our best friend, and they always scold them, what should we decide about that person??? The way the person behaves with us has only to be taken into consideration??? or best friend's suggestion?? Should there be some one in our life to share our personal matters?? ( no i guess ) Is there some thing beyond making our parents happy?? Is there no way to control our feelings towards some one to make parents happy??? Now few points which I think are answers... No person is good or bad, it depends on what we see... As told in a telugu proverb "Pacha kaamarlu unnavaadiki lokam antha pachaga kanipisthundhi" So l...

Though this type of summaries are read every where I just want it to be in my list... We hear people telling every thing about independence day, the great MARTYRS histories, present scenario of the country and all... Today I just received a message stating Anna Hazare ji fighting for the future of your children, support him... Thats so true that we need to support him... We are now so happy, in college, enjoying treats, college politics, parties, jobs and all... What if some one like Anna did not fight against British years back??? You will be just merely a second class citizen of your OWN country. What are we now...??? !!!! First class citizens??? Not at all... Then we were looted by Britishers... Now by some other Indians... What difference does that make to a normal being like You and Me.??? I am not asking you to go to a MP, PM, president etc and discuss all these issues... Just in your limits, in your boundaries, in all the ways where your presence is felt, BE HONEST, SINCE...

Expecting..... huh very easy thing to do.... but in life this may lead you to anywhere.... some end as very good, happy, prestigious, proud events... like...your dad expecting you to get a job in a software company but you have grown keeping up these expectations and established a company... (just kidding, jus a example... ;) ) Your mom expecting you to be home by 8 after a party but you come by 6 and help her in work, cooking... :) your sister expecting you to to help in maths home work, but you help her in physics tooo.... :P You expecting a splendor and you get a R15.... howzatttttttt?????? smiling right??? small expectations and big returns always make you smile, celebrate... Its not only in the home...every where....job place, college team, family, friends and every single thing we do revolve around expectations we have... expectations others have on us and .......................................... but what if the reverse happens.... you expect big and get small returns... lite ...

This is just an idea by one of my friends... but couldn't find best way to get it working.... The theme of this post is- JUST POST A COMMENT on the most FUNNIEST thing, or memorable event in your life... Its just to bring a smile on faces of people reading it... Hey you reader, this is not the post... read the comments to laugh... Go head, who ever reads this, plz comment... and make every one smile.... Share the smiles.... :D.. thank u...

Every single being on the earth has a force in every moment of their success, in the form a woman... From the time of your birth and even before that... who bore you in the womb for 9 months??? She gets up every day, just you see you fine and to feed you... She in rages helps you look beautiful to school.. In school, you have your bench mate to help you in sharpener, eraser... you have a competition there to help you rise and reach heights... a caring sister helping in home work and getting rid of a tiresome day in school... In college she comes as an angel into ur life...behind you in good and bad times...sharing every little thing... In a guys life, she enters in the form of a wife, to lessen his burden and share his responsibilities, looking after his heir, his parents, being nice to his family, adjusting herself to a completely different environment, changing her life style, working hard to get a bit of appreciation, a smile from her better half, balancing work ...

Today, I went out on small work... I need to walk for 10 to 15 minutes from bus stop to reach home... It was lunch time and so Bhashyam school children (Primary) were left to have a holiday till tomorrow morning... On my way, I watched few mothers carrying their children's bags and it was fun, REAL FUN watching them... The first one : A little girl, her mother with her bag, and brother walking joyfully... The girl was complaining her mother this way, putting her face in such a turmoil, Naaku nacha ledhamma... aa jeans pant annayyaki baaledhamma.... naa class teacher naku vadhamma...(i didn't like it mom, thet jeans doesn't suit well for brother, i dont want my class teacher)... The second: Mom walking very fast holding her daughter's bag... this little girl was picking up every interesting thing on the road and watching it and as she does that she usually gets few steps behind her mom, so she runs to cover the distance... I could watch this girl only 7 minutes, from the...

Same warning as given in the above post… My registration was done on 8 th but hostel room allotment was not done as it became late… Then we ( nanna and me) were to stay in some 13 th block and ate in Krishna mess ( as far as my memory says) The immediate day morning room was allotted.. Then I saw Susmita, my inter classmate, she was going to her friend’s home in rain and invited me.. I was shocked.. 100 s of questions like, don’t we need permission, should I go, etc etc.. anyway I said I won’t come.. Then came rocking anjana’ Anjana: where are you from?? Ramya: visakahpatnam.. Anjana: Ok, we have a group here in NITW, all vizag people stay together, we have some rules to follow , my room number is CB____ , come there after the room allotment, we will tell what all to do, we should all stay together… ok bye.. And she left.. I was just nodding my head.. Without any clue why that lady talked that much… Registration done, my roommates are my branch mates too and ...

My journey in life… These are the incidents before I joined in NITW… This is statutory warning: This is my life. After reading the entire post, don’t feel: deeni history manakendukuraa babu…. I will start from here. .. It’s 30-07-08.. We (nanna and me) went to tirupathi…Darshanam over… Returned to vizag on 4 th august and I got my seat confirmed in Gayathri college..Chemical engineering(M.tech biotechnology chedham anukunna) I was very relaxed hoping all works are done and enjoying holidays, since my rank is 24042, I did’t have any hope of getting into NITs.. Just then in some papers (which are supposed to be thrown out) I found a yellow paper, on which some thing stating that date 4 th august last date for freezing online options for AIEEE entrance was written.. Asusual I took lite… Casually I went to net centre for just checking mails, opened this aieee website and filled the form and freezed just 20 minutes before the website closes… 3 days after that with no ho...

continuation of A DAY post... got mis or dis placed.... Speedy winds with heavy rain could be worst changing many things around... The red mangoes were no more on the tree, no parrots on our tree, huh its funny to expect parrots without mangoes on the tree, the amla tree, so called large, tall, fell over its neighbor, crushing it... ( remember white flowering plant) I m talking about that... no more fav combination to have darshan of it every morning ....no amlas, no white flowers... the coconut trees no more erect.... the nest- gods must be crazy... its there so solid... every leaf around was cleaned, the hill looking beautiful, temple washed... Now, air is still, not even a single leaf moving... so calm, pleasant, wonderful and beautiful.... its all about the rain yesterday in my place... and things around my house... my house seemed new with lost 2 trees in the front..... every thing z so perfect now, new, clean, fresh, but lil sad for the loss.....

I sat on the stairs, which lead to 2 nd floor in my house, which is terrace... As I see, Right infront of my eyes, a street far, there is a huge mango tree, with lots and loads of small mangoes, with great red and green combination, spread all over the tree..( popularly known as suvarnarekha )... Just to my right hand side, some 1 to 2 feet far is another mango tree, technically OUR tree, with bunches of mangoes ( 8 to 10 fruits ) all over... To my back, in the front of my house, a huge amla tree, and a flowering plant, with white flowers, the dark green white always is my fav combination.... and all over the place straight coconut tress here and there so erect adding life to the houses spread in the streets.. A small nest on one of the current poles, with baby birds inside waiting for their mother.. Group of Parrots on our mango tree, tasting the sweetness of fruits, squirrels running around and finishing the half eaten fruits... Group of small birds ( black back, white feathers, red ...

Mom, Matru devo bhava, Pitru devo bhava, AAcharya devo bhava, Athidi devo bhava … A very popular quote in Sanskrit… Mother has been given the 1 st pace indirectly stating that she is the first GOD.. Before even our birth we are protected by her in her womb… Do you think only you, were born on your birthday, no absolutely not, Its your mother too.. Its rebirth to any mother while giving birth to her child.. She takes that struggle to show you this beautiful world.. This world wouldn't have existed without her, her struggle, her kindness and her patience.. Who gets hurt when you fall??? Who feels bad when you are depressed?? Who feels sorry when you are hurt??? There is only one answer for all these questions… MOTHER… She is the one, despite of any inconvenient conditions and odd situations she is facing thinks of only your progress…. Somebody may reject you in job by looking at your intelligence, in love looking at your status, in friendship looking at...

This is some thing which i thought would never happen to me... this is something NOT like any thing else... some thing different, weird and of course special... as far as i know myself, i'm not attached to anything in this world like it happened with parents... some times i feel, even them, i call them not even once in three days... (twice a week) but now, the very moment i'm writing this, i m very much close to the room i have spent just 5 months... never felt so sad while packing things for holidays... never thought college is more soothing than anything... don't even feel like going home... this room though very young in my thoughts occupied a best place... seen every phase of my emotions, which even the closest of the closest friends of mine never knew... the posters i made, the Siva picture(stolen from the department...shh secret don't tell anyone) i stuck up, the birthday gift i hung up, the RF gift (thank u junis... ) on the table, and Ganesh and Saraswathi in th...

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Every happy and sad moment of mine will always be recorded... and now it is the greatest feeling i ve ever had in my whole life.... ICC WORLD CHAMPIONS....INDIA.... OMG... What a life of Sachin.... every one at least once in their whole life would definitely think of living a life of SACHIN... waited till the last moment, heart thumping 101...no nails to bite off.... finally what a brilliant six it was .... first of all i saw bajji in tears... just couldn't stop myself and controlled a lot... but Kohli's chat was really awesome.... ques: HOW ABOUT CARRYING SACHIN AND WALKING ALL THE WAY?? KOHLI: HE (SACHIN ) CARRIED INDIA'S BURDEN ON HIS SHOULDERS FOR 21 YRS...IT'S JUST FOR HIM AND WE JUS CARRIED HIM ON OUR SHOULDERS.... these sentences were really very very emotional... we cry just for small bits of action in movies... what if its a world cup.... the most awaited day.... 28 long years.... a legend's dream... every young cricketer's inspiration.... and finally ...

Hmmm.... very happy .... the reasons being many... the foremost one is joining in NITW, I simply feel proud of myself... The technozion and Spring Spree were truly awesome not in terms of enjoyment but the inspiration I gather from the events... I whole heartedly feel great about the event organizers, their dedication and hard work to make a thing happen and make it a success....lots of patience.... coming the events which made me happy were... winning 4th place in an event in tz...conundrum of death..(actually i didn't win anything, but i consider it that way, LOL ).... watching jahaaz till 2 A.M. (that too after a day long hard work for the above mentioned event ) is truly fun.... the thing which i think i missed was the laser show.... and this spring spree left me with loads of life time memories to carry throughout my life from college... The very 1st thing Sekhar kammula....I enjoy his movies a lot, and his speech was too good, nothing like a movie speech, it was really i...

This is abt the T activists' in the college... i hope it reaches them and they dont take it as a joke... a few days back i read that JP was manhandled and felt very bad.. and now today in the college they insulted one of the most senior faculties in the college... wat do they think abt themselves...they must respect his age, profession, and wat not..he is human... r v animals to beat each other for lives??ok..not even life here...huh... wat is this going to give them??? name??fame??state?? and yeah...wat abt the students who supported them?? they need a separate state???for wat??? jus think...how many of the students studying here r going to work here and serve their land... most of us want a pretty good job in a posh city, to enjoy life... or get a seat in very good college...y r u wasting ur time???jus because some one wanted this to happen??? and that some one is definitely not U, not ur FATHER, not ur MOTHER... i was in an auto some day...the auto driver was telling some thing ...

there is no one on this helly earth to care abt u... u feel dying at times because of ppl around u, their selfishness... u feel lonely and want to cry as hard as u can, till the tears dry up,feel thirsty,shout at the one at the top of ur voice, throw wat ever z in reach.... u feel as if all doors are closed, u are blocked in the middle of an island, searching fr a sight of some one to listen to u.... though some one tries to help u, u cant help urself shouting at them... and obviously the one in ur rescue, loses patience...and leaves u alone... but always only one thing happens that is u end up searching, searching and then realize that u r there fr u ... loneliness can be killed by helping urself, realizing true u... write a blog, its never angry, its the way u asked it to be... always cheerful, ready to listen to u, posts wat ever u want... im doing the same.... :D

few incidents happening these days resulted in this post... first time i ve realized that ppl dont value for each other... 1.they r all preset with pre occupied minds.... 2.wat ever they think is only correct, true and does nt even care of watz wrong wid the person in front of them.... 3.all they do is -- jus let themselves out of the issue by confirming that they r not responsible fr any of the things happening around... 4.why do u give value only to the one u wanted to... are the others suggesting u jokers, dont have any other work??? 5.u lose patience very easily, gets frustrated very easily, gets angry jus in seconds and immediately utter crap, and then job of mine is to be calm, be patient, listen to every useless word of urs, cool u down...why do u talk wen u dont have control over ur words.... 6.same happened with me, i asked fr time..i requested that i cant talk now...but then did u give me time??no...jus understand if i say i cant talk, need time to settle, i mean i DONT want ...