my life my rules

the day i found u... u were my only frnd.... but i dont know u properly,it was jus a mandatory to talk to u then... now i have lots of frnds ...but u have a spl place in my heart..... i annoyed u so much talking things which u dont like and pushed myself far away frm u.... v didnt talk fr few days....i didnt find much difference,but then a tear frm my eye, i still remember, told me to change jus fr u... i learnt i lost something..... theres nothing spl abt u...but i dont know y u r so spl... ur silence is one which kills me.... u made me cry, till then i dont even know one can cry fr a frnd... i was so strong in every thing which came across my life... except U....i was unable to leave u.... i always think abt u, i compare every thing with u,u dont know this anyway but i am.... the thought that u r ignoring me is like hell.... but then i jus received a ray of hope frm u.... u started talking to me...oh wow ...how beautiful it is to be like this.... i can spend hours together jus talkin...

hmmmm..... thinking abt where life is leading me??? why only this way ???? met many ppl in my journey so far... but why only few ppl are close to my heart.... every one r under the same roof then y dese differences... y dont ppl receive us as v r ???? y aint they tolerant to wat v do??? y do dey try to point out every thing v do??? y dont they like us?? y do they hate us??? is this insecurity or jealous ??? dont they have the fear of losing someone??? dont know the value of dear ones???? dont know how to judge ppl??and also doesnot know y they r judging??? is it ego or unable to understand???? now.... i learnt i m the one in those ppl mentioned above... a whole hearted thanks to my pals.... who tinged happiness to my life... who made me think broad.... i learnt to receive every one as they r now.... i ve learnt to be in their place wen ever i found a mistake in them.... then thought finding mistakes in others is very easy... finding mistakes in others is the ...

Y OU - The one who walked along wid me wen others left, this was my first encounter wid u and pretty impressed by the way u talked.... I couldnt remember properly ,how u looked,coz i didnot dare to look at u.... Days passed on and v became closer, started to share every thing.... The love YOU showed towards me is so pure... it made me very possessive.... YOU- touched my soul and heart... i felt like i was the princess of OUR world and u r my beautiful PRINCE.... wen ever my cell rings , i hear u calling my name.... wen ever i look into ur eyes , i feel the every happiness in the world... i feel very secured,happy,in ur arms.... i feel i ve nothing much required in this world,wen YOU r wid me....... no worries,no burdens,every problem vanishes jus like a bubble wid ur smile.... every HI frm u is a life saving drug fr me.... i wait each day,to hear a word frm u... i even cannot imagine a day widout u.... U r my life,I sacrificed my heart fr u...coz i know it would be safer wid u...