my life my rules

This is abt the T activists' in the college... i hope it reaches them and they dont take it as a joke... a few days back i read that JP was manhandled and felt very bad.. and now today in the college they insulted one of the most senior faculties in the college... wat do they think abt themselves...they must respect his age, profession, and wat not..he is human... r v animals to beat each other for lives??ok..not even life here...huh... wat is this going to give them??? name??fame??state?? and yeah...wat abt the students who supported them?? they need a separate state???for wat??? jus think...how many of the students studying here r going to work here and serve their land... most of us want a pretty good job in a posh city, to enjoy life... or get a seat in very good college...y r u wasting ur time???jus because some one wanted this to happen??? and that some one is definitely not U, not ur FATHER, not ur MOTHER... i was in an auto some day...the auto driver was telling some thing ...

there is no one on this helly earth to care abt u... u feel dying at times because of ppl around u, their selfishness... u feel lonely and want to cry as hard as u can, till the tears dry up,feel thirsty,shout at the one at the top of ur voice, throw wat ever z in reach.... u feel as if all doors are closed, u are blocked in the middle of an island, searching fr a sight of some one to listen to u.... though some one tries to help u, u cant help urself shouting at them... and obviously the one in ur rescue, loses patience...and leaves u alone... but always only one thing happens that is u end up searching, searching and then realize that u r there fr u ... loneliness can be killed by helping urself, realizing true u... write a blog, its never angry, its the way u asked it to be... always cheerful, ready to listen to u, posts wat ever u want... im doing the same.... :D

few incidents happening these days resulted in this post... first time i ve realized that ppl dont value for each other... 1.they r all preset with pre occupied minds.... 2.wat ever they think is only correct, true and does nt even care of watz wrong wid the person in front of them.... 3.all they do is -- jus let themselves out of the issue by confirming that they r not responsible fr any of the things happening around... 4.why do u give value only to the one u wanted to... are the others suggesting u jokers, dont have any other work??? 5.u lose patience very easily, gets frustrated very easily, gets angry jus in seconds and immediately utter crap, and then job of mine is to be calm, be patient, listen to every useless word of urs, cool u down...why do u talk wen u dont have control over ur words.... 6.same happened with me, i asked fr time..i requested that i cant talk now...but then did u give me time??no...jus understand if i say i cant talk, need time to settle, i mean i DONT want ...