my life my rules

Let me jump directly to the point and will drill to the details later. On the big wedding day the only thing that matters for a bride or a groom is the countless blessings that the near and dear ones give. So be in the right set of mind to receive them. And of course, it is your big day so learn to be in the moment and enjoy every bit of it. Now the details and other blah blah s... My wedding happened on December 6th 2015. And I wanted to have a very simple wedding but you know, parents don't usually agree to it. I took only 4 days leave from office for my wedding. And shopped only for ONE day in October. I didn't have time for the beauty parlor nor arranged for a beautician [because one of my friends is great at it] but she didn't turn up for various reasons. BUT nevertheless I enjoyed my wedding and always in awe thinking how great it went. I have had friends telling me that their wedding was a disaster and the reasons sound as silly as their parents were s...

Starting with a quote : If our goal isn't clear, every moment of the day becomes an excuse to get distracted.  Such a great line, told by my dear friend. Today as I woke up, I was very very frustrated cause of many things. And started the day literally with a fight and hatred. I got ready quickly and started to office. As I was driving, a bike came very fast from a lane, left to me and both of us stopped our bikes by applying sudden brakes. The guy on the bike was looking tensed and afraid that I may shout on him, I was looking angry not for this particular issue, but because of the frustrations since morning.. So we were juggling, left, right, left, right to make way for each other... Then the little girl, sitting on the petrol tank of the bike, with pink dress, pink bands for her hair and pink spectacles and bugs bunny teeth, laughed so hard thinking that her father (probably, the guy on the bike) and me were playing there.. She MADE my day.. All thoughts in my mind...

From me, about me.. :P ;) ఆమె  రమ్యమైనది ... ఆమె  స్వరం కమ్మనైనది... ఆమె గీతం పాడదగినది... ఆమె జ్ఞాపకం నా జీవితమైనది ... for friends ... భయం !!! నా కళ్ళల్లో కలగా మిగిలిపోతావని ... నా చేతుల్లో బొమ్మలా జారిపోతావని ... నా గుండెల్లో శిలలా ఉండిపోతావని .. నా ఊహల్లో మాయలా చెదిరిపోతావని ... నా జీవితంలో జ్ఞాపకంలా మిగిలిపోతావని ....

Another 'S' post... oh science freaks out there, its not about universe-space-big bang... not the real estate space to build your house, sell n buy land.. not space in your home to decorate things, furniture.. It's about Space, for your self, from you, for you... Time for yourself.. to think about yourself... I'm not asking you to be selfish, but thinking about you and only you is very important.. not about any one, not about parents, friends, lover or any one... and after all you should be fine to be happy with all those around.. all are very busy, tight schedules, so not to spare at least 1 hr for our selves, so all i say, just 5 minutes, in between you lying on bed and going into sleep.. enjoy your freedom in your space.. we sacrifice few things for few reasons.. it's nothing but losing our space.. unable to do every thing we want to do.. on the other hand we cannot be rebels.. we ought to do things as such.. so thinking about ourselves for 5...

Satisfaction !!! What is this?? I'm just trying to look positive in all,  coz positive points keep us moving forward and happy to some extent  but there is always some thing which makes us feel a bit sad,  like a pin pricking, an ant bite, a small one,   inside heart, very deep, deeper than the deepest ocean.. you will be rich,  lots of people around you,  but heart keeps on thinking about 1 thing or 1 some one. Then it clicked to me, satisfaction does not come from things, status etc satisfaction is a heart's thing.. it does not come from having a lunch in 5 * hotel, it comes even when eating in home with loved ones, Many more like this... so the differentiation starts... mind wants some thing, heart wants some other thing.. so if both gets happy by the same thing.. then satisfaction comes into picture.. Then another point clicked... is happiness different from satisfaction?? does one lead to other?? they must be different ...

B.Tech.... People call it period of happy days... But during the happy days, I hated every one, Saw only wrong points in all, Wished college would end quickly, Final yr be over soon, Run out and live free up to what I want, I wanted no one, I wanted to be alone, I am jealous, I am curious, I teased many, got teased by many :P ;) I got hurt by many, I hurt many... During the same happy days, got many things, Learned what life is, learned to love without bounds, First love, First crush, Life long friends, Looking only the brighter side of every thing, What not every thing... When I 1st stepped out of house for college, with wet eyes, I thought JUST 4yrs, will pass soon and I can come out soon, But now, Those just 4yrs have passed, like 4 days... While walking to department, sitting on these benches, laughing in the lawn, in front of audi, watching movies in room, sollu in mess, I feel the otmost nostalgia, I can never have this fun ever, mak...

Some times, not some times, when time comes, it feels good, Great to be a kid... A full stop, ( not full stop at least a comma ) to all competition, running, chasing, money, job, grades, ahahahaaaa.... noooooo yukkkkk..... feels as if caterpillars all over my body... I am not like this before... at least tried to pretend that i'm not... I m just like a royal queen bee, so reserved, huh no jokes, haan don't laugh hard, But BB changed me.. brought out the true me.. As I used to be in school, when I was a kid.. jumping when the shot is good, teasing others, shouting, laughing the hell out, jokes... No purpose, no regrets, no hard feelings, no limits, no start, no end...Just GAME.... Even while crying, cry so hard that the pain goes away with tears... Paint as if you are picasso... Play as if you are sachin, Dance as if you are Hrithik... Shout as if you are King Leonidas... :P Love as if no one z on this earth... Hate, scold, beat, kick, but forget and fo...