my life my rules

The phase of life, when you actively, consciously withdraw yourself from love and hate.  The moments when nothing seems to reach your heart. Nothing seems to stir it. Or even touch it.  Neither love, and care nor hate, and abuse.  Nothing..  When the soul is being pinched and pinned, when your inner light dimmed, when the innocence is lost, when you can't be yourself, under the pretention of being someone else.  Is it a life worth living?  Or are you dead already and waiting for it to be announced? 

  You are just a block away, but our hearts are a lifetime away!!

వేగంగా వస్తున్న కారు మబ్బులు  కమ్ముతున్న చీకట్లు  హోరున కురిసే జల్లులు  నిశీధిని చీల్చుకుని వచ్చే సూర్య కిరణాలు..  అవే కారు మబ్బులు మనసుని చుట్టుముడితే?? ఆలోచనా శక్తి క్షీణించి, మంచి చెడుల మధ్య విచక్షణ కోల్పోతే? తప్పొప్పులో ఉన్న వ్యత్యాసం అర్ధం కాక, అన్ని తప్పుల వలె తోచితే? ప్రకృతి  మనకి ఎంతో నేర్పిస్తుంది  రాత్రి తరువాత పగలు ఉంటుందని,  కమ్మిన చీకటి వీడక తప్పదని  భూతల్లాన్ని వికసింపజేయసేది వర్షం అని  చీకటి వెలుగులు సహజమని.  నేను రోజు చూసే ముఖాలు  నాకు రోజు వినపడే మాటలు  ఆనందంతో నిండిన గదులు  అందరి చిరు మందహాసాలు, ఈ రోజు వేరే గా కనిపిస్తున్నాయి.. అన్నిటినీ సమానంగా స్వీకరించి ముందుకు సాగడమే జీవితం ... 

 As a family or self, we should work towards making the culture of seeking approvals obsolete.  Taking / seeking approvals for anything we do, or feel, might seem a very logical process of keeping a check on things happening, but the other way round is proves to be more damaging.  Read on as I explain what I meant.... My sister always says this to me -  you always just give information about your whereabouts, but never ask for permission to do things from parents. Esp for travel, or the purchases, etc.  That's in fact true. When I asked my mom, what keeps her happy, she said, if you are happy, I will be happy. Nothing else matters to me, what you do, where you live, how you live. So I made it a point in my life to keep that as a bottom line, in anything I do, Am I happy, Will I regret doing / not doing this later, What's the worst implication.. So, I never waited for their approval and only sought my happiness. Now, let's understand the other side of things, whe...

 Galllssss... Small suggestion... Don’t ever be too choosy or picky about food.. there will come a day in your life, when you don’t want to take a decision on what to cook, what to order.. Just say this to your husband and enjoy your peace... My love, please order what you want, your favorite is my favorite.. I love what you love...

I have not seen you trip, neither crib. I have not seen you shake, neither break. All I saw is,  You looking for one chance, So that you can bounce, Not just with double the strength, but all the strength of you life. 

 His life was beautiful.. Snow covered white mountains... Sanded brown deserts... Deep black oceans... She came into his like a sky.  Mountains turned golden, with the sun shine... Desert turned green, with rains... Ocean turned blue, with sky's reflection... She coloured his life...