Thursday, December 22, 2011

Media...

I don't know whether I have rights to write like this about media or not, but just took a chance..
Of course I am not against media, coz i wanted to be a journalist some time back in childhood...
This is just an incident happened today in auto, I asked the auto wala to take me to REC..
There was already a decent man sitting in there, he was asking me some questions and after that he mentioned,
what's going on in the college? It was not like this before...
Then I just gave a sharp answer that Media was not like this before...
He just gave a look and turned to his side..
I don't know why I dragged media in between, may be because I don't like people pointing out my college..
Then I started thinking, NITW is not all that's shown in TV..
There are people STILL,who don't even know that this is the college of national importance and pride..
They keep on asking (recent one in train in october) "Oh!! you didn't get a seat in nearby college in your city!!"
And they point out my college for some issues recently going on and listening them on TV???
Why isn't Media trying to bring the best part out present in the college??
The strength that joined in my batch was double than its previous year, but the placements are going on very good..New faculty being admitted..A strong student-administration body, New and big hostels, Labs costing lakhs and crores.. 
I don't blame media for showing to this world only the negative, because it helps in constant improvement but it should not be in such a way that it increases fear among people to join their children here..
There are great entrepreneurs, managers, writers, leaders from this college.. Why aint they still uncovered??
OH!! are all busy searching negatives??
OK go onn....
No one z gonna stop us to stand out in a group, come up as a great, proud engineer to contribute to this nation..No onez gonna match with our intelligence, stamina, courage, ability to take in pressure and temper.. We are gonna come out so strong no one could ever imagine.. :)
Then don't be afraid to write on us...




Wednesday, December 7, 2011

success...

            This is not a success story of big shot.. Its collection of thoughts after success achieved by small people around me..Especially this day, from my branch 12 members got placed... Such a happy news to me.. can't even tell how much.. Was waiting for this since I got placed...after 2 and half months I heard good news..
            Yesterday Ravi and now Nakka with 2 jobs huh... and 12 from Biotech... Its so good to hear all this...
This post isn't to mention all the names but just mentioned to remember this throughout...
            
            OKAY... coming  to my regular philosophy class... :P 
As said by somebody Success tastes good only if you tasted failure atleast once..
It's not just working hard to achieve what you want, 
It's not planning, not time table, home work...
It's the courage...
To take failure,
to look positive in that,
to bear the critics, 
to wish congrats,
to see some one celebrate...
Coz you should be aware 
Your day is not so far...


Now some thing related to Krishna maya..
According to my observation and experience, what i feel is,
It's all written, called destiny or fate...
How hard you work, how well you do doesn't matter...
You may ask, what if we don't work and just because it is written we get???
It doesn't happen that way, If its destined to you, you work.
You even cannot avoid working... :D :D 
lol.. don't think much about this... 
don't give up till you get, because it's just the beginning and it is always the hardest...



Sunday, December 4, 2011

a touch of aadhyatmika..

Had a great day today with talk by Dr. Vijaya Mohan Reddy... Nevertheless to mention him though it was just a 45 minute talk..
He was basically called to speak about some thing else but he did teach some thing very different indeed very much useful and interesting.. I am bit ( not bit though a lot ) interested in godly stuff and not just the stories of the ancient Hindhu Gods but the real meaning of why all those happened and what they actually wanted to convey to the people in this era...
An ovum and a sperm combine and form a single cell called Zygote, it multiples to many many cells, then who tells those cells to form into different organs?? into limbs, eyes and most exciting brain???
hmmm Its a POWER, a FORCE, which no body can sense using the panchendriyas...(5 senses of the body)..All we can do is only BELIEVE...
Arjuna, when questioned by Dronacharya, while aiming at a bird, " what do you see??" the answer was not the tree, branch, leaf, bird, its The EYE of the bird all he can see.. That's Arjuna..That Arjuna, the viswa vikhyata virat when shown the nijarupa of Lord Krishna in form of VISHNU, he could not bear that.. He pleads Krishna to again come back to his original form of Peacock feather, flute, simple Krishna.. That's the POWER of LORD.. And now what the youth ( not all though ) questions very simply, " God!!! show him .. ", really if he comes and stands before us, can we see him??? NO... We don't have the ability to bear such Shakthi...
Its just like electricity, we can't see that passing through the wires, we can only see its effect in lighted bulbs etc..
Its all it for today.. Wish to come up with such ones in future.. :) :) :) enjoy reading.. If you seriously believe in things like this, its more fascinating than a science fiction novel... :P ;)
 

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Help...

I know my blogs are turning boring day by day, but it truly comes out from my heart..
My deep thoughts and huge time spent on thinking, thinking and only thinking...


Don't know why, but some times I feel so...That
I help you, just because I like you,
I don't want to see you begging for help before anyone, that is why I come forward,
I don't want to see you suffer,
I, truly, from bottom of my heart, willing to do that and so as not to put you into trouble, I help you...
Don't look down on me, I not helping you because I have loads of time pouring...
I am not helping to impress you,
I am helping, just because I want to..
This is my version..
I always hope you understand my real inner reason of helping you..
Huh.. and never think this way,
"There z one lady, a stupid one, will do what ever I tell , lets hand over this work to her", 
I will not read your mind, but if I get to know that you are like this, I ll give a damn about you in my entire life,

P.S. : This is as random as any other post. I didn't help anyone, and didn't suffer..
          I just wanted a post in my store about people selfishly using others for their help and later looking as of they never saw them before...Never have a cheap opinion about people helping you, never forget their help, never expect any return...
        

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Being STRONG.... :) :)

Hmmm.... just refreshing and making myself free to prepare for tomorrow's exam, then i suddenly diverted to a random thought creeping in mind...
What is exactly meant by BEING STRONG...
A person who looks very healthy, fat, happy may have difficulty just to use stairs, always being teased as a fatso...
A person who looks thin, lean, can have a happy, large feast participating in athletics but never getting teased by friends...
So it shows being strong has nothing to do with how we look...
so what is it...
I guess...
It is ability to bear the pain..
It is the ability to face the challenge...
If you want a thing to happen you will bear the pain...wont you???
Being strong in any field, mentally, physically is not at all a easy thing..
does not Depend
on how you look
what background you have
how much money you spend or
how much time you spend
 it is just How willing are you to do that job...
every body can do any work,
what you need is just the eagerness and willingness and passion to do it..
not money, strength, age etc...

P.S.: every statement has a contradiction, can be proved wrong with an example, but this post is meant for them who tease friends that they are fat, coz they may be suffering and to those who have passion and think they don't have strength...It's just to encourage...

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Patience...

Patience...
One of the greatest gifts from GOD to man...
If you think some one is not understanding you,
Behaving quiet weird,
Not showing love as they used to do before,
Is playing doubles roles, having 2 faces and 2 tongues,
Give them a chance to change, think, realize for themselves, what is what and who is who...
Wait, Patiently...
This is the age of fluctuations, disturbances, hot blood, and many more which may lead you to no where and away from friends,
Now you may feel, that you don't need any one coz there is your lover, parents to help you, but every one has their own value and it may take time for you to realize, but you will...
The time when you realize, is the time, when you want a time machine and go back to past, meet all of them once again and correct your mistakes, but once gone is gone forever...
Only thing which can help in such moments is PATIENCE...
Try to talk and let them know the wrong results and adverse effects of such mentality, foolishness...
But what is going to happen is a change...
every one is not going to be as they are now for the entire life..
Good may become bad and bad to good...
accept some one who hurts you, give them a chance to change..
after all if you do what they do to show your rejection, what is the difference between you and them???
A request is never expect some thing after a help and never tell what did you do after receiving help... it may be very easy to slip your tongue but takes one's life to recover from the pain caused...
I am not a preacher to tell all these, i have faced few of them and i have hurt a few people, an open apology to all those who suffered by my words, are suffering still, and I guess it's not so late...

Sunday, November 13, 2011

The One...

How many friends do you have???
Who are THE BEST FRIENDS among them????
Which is your class group ???
Which is your district group???
which is your school group??
you have different answers for all these questions , right???
But
when you achieve some thing ,
when you upside down thinking over a problem,
while you fall head over heels in love,
when in deep sorrow,
when you want a suggestion,
when you want to tease some one,
go some where,
want to hug tightly and cry,
laugh loudly and shout,
feeling very very very very lonely,

Will you think of all those social groups around you...
definitely NO...

You will only remember THE ONE, among all those...

I am no ONE'S the ONE...
I have many THE ONES...
:P ;)

Friday, September 16, 2011

a random post... think if possible...

huh just thinking of random things which are pricking my mind amid exams...
just writing this to get rid of that...
Note: It will be boring.....
Don't wonder why this write up now...
Its just as random as any other post..
I read in some epic or purana, I don't remember that birth as a human being is result of very good deeds we have done in our past life and is the most valuable birth than any other life on earth...
We are born to do some thing useful, to prove our past.. (karana janmulu)
Without a reason and purpose GODs ain't crazy to send us here and watch us game..
It is now our duty to find what it is and work accordingly...
Why were your born only in INDIA coz fate of India is indirectly in your hands, you need to recognize that and work...
It may be managing your family or managing the government, or may be some great achievement in terms of economy, health to nation...
We have no right to end our lives at what ever time we want, coz we were not born by our will and wish...
Just think of your parents who sacrificed their whole life for you before having some foolish thoughts in mind..
Death is not end to any thing...
Solutions are born before the problem and searching for them, discovering them is the ultimate work of us...
A quote - If you run from a problem, it will find the worst possible way to follow you...
God has given brain with lots of IQ and thinking capacity to wonderful species like us not to DIE...
And if mistakes make you feel guilty, try to rectify them,..Share them with your close ones, ask for suggestions, come out as a new born, fresh, innocent and pure..Whats wrong in doing a wrong thing unknowingly and when you are ready to rectify it...Read Mahatma Gandhi's life history...
And pressure and stress, is it more than what our parents take every day, responsibilities, growing us up, taking care of their parents ??? And if studying is not your goal, pass out with a degree and enjoy rest of your life...And after all life becomes boring when there is no pressure,.. Sitting in a cusion sofa for the days together, thinking of nothing...rite??
NO conclusions and no endings...
Just a thought
SO THINK....

Thursday, August 25, 2011

never ever...

Few questions rolling in my mind since few days...

What is the criteria to check whether a person is good or bad??
What is the reference that we should take??
Why a person liked by us , hated by others so badly???
Should we listen, believe to a third person who is closest to us talking about some other one??
If a person is good to us and seems very bad to our best friend, and they always scold them, what should we decide about that person???
The way the person behaves with us has only to be taken into consideration??? or best friend's suggestion??
Should there be some one in our life to share our personal matters?? ( no i guess )
Is there some thing beyond making our parents happy??
Is there no way to control our feelings towards some one to make parents happy???

Now few points which I think are answers...

No person is good or bad, it depends on what we see... As told in a telugu proverb "Pacha kaamarlu unnavaadiki lokam antha pachaga kanipisthundhi" So look good in every one... Though they are very bad, don't waste your precious time on scolding that person..
And coming to the 3rd person's comment on the one you like, it's clear cut that, any thing is taken as negative by the 3rd person, coz they are unaware of what is between you both, so better don't believe them...
If some one is mistaking what you are talking to them, talk to them about the point, and if they don't understand you, better be away from them, they don't deserve your care...
The only thing that matters is how one behaves to you and nothing else... Why consider every single piece on earth...
No need to discuss your personal things with every one, they are not going to do any thing, and what it in turn leads to is self-degradation and nothing else... There will be only one person dropped by God for you, find them and talk...
You are not put on this earth to console every one on your way, because in return you will be left with few bad comments but not appreciations..Don't place all the people on top place in your heart, they don't deserve....Reserve your place in your heart... You are on top and you don't deserve all the scoldings....Save space for yourself...
Don't come to conclusions by what you see, hear... Coz no one can know what a heart speaks....Be positive...

Lastly courtesy from some forward message " If you love some one show it, it's better than telling... If you hate some one tell it, it's better than showing it..."
Though a person seems funny, jovial and like a tomboy, the feelings of the heart are same as yours... And more over they get hurt easily....
So... NEVER EVER HURT SOME ONE.....

If there is some problem with some one, let them know, it's easy to digest that way rather than learning it from a 3rd person...

Believe in what your heart says, nothing else matters... :) :) :)





Monday, August 15, 2011

Happy Independence Day...

Though this type of summaries are read every where I just want it to be in my list...
We hear people telling every thing about independence day, the great MARTYRS histories, present scenario of the country and all... Today I just received a message stating Anna Hazare ji fighting for the future of your children, support him... Thats so true that we need to support him...
We are now so happy, in college, enjoying treats, college politics, parties, jobs and all... What if some one like Anna did not fight against British years back??? You will be just merely a second class citizen of your OWN country.
What are we now...??? !!!!
First class citizens???
Not at all... Then we were looted by Britishers... Now by some other Indians... What difference does that make to a normal being like You and Me.???
I am not asking you to go to a MP, PM, president etc and discuss all these issues... Just in your limits, in your boundaries, in all the ways where your presence is felt, BE HONEST, SINCERE...
You fight with your parents to win your love, but why aren't you able to tell them that you don't want a dowry???
You fight with an auto wala for a single ruppee, but why are you paying huge bribes for your passport???
Just look into yourself, just once... What all can you rectify...
Stop small small mistakes... college politics, bribes, black tickets, ....
Enjoy your life, it comes just once... But not at the cost of your children's future...
Support a good cause, work for the nation...
I m writing this post not because today is Independence Day, but atleast on this day just think... What have you done in past, how to over come this fear in future and be truthful, honest, happy and a proud citizen.....
I can't give a highfy political summary, this is all what I can say...
Happy Independece Day.. Enjoy your freedom.... :D :D :D

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Expectations....

Expecting.....
huh very easy thing to do.... but in life this may lead you to anywhere....


some end as very good, happy, prestigious, proud events...

like...your dad expecting you to get a job in a software company but you have grown keeping up these expectations and established a company... (just kidding, jus a example... ;) )
Your mom expecting you to be home by 8 after a party but you come by 6 and help her in work, cooking... :)
your sister expecting you to to help in maths home work, but you help her in physics tooo.... :P
You expecting a splendor and you get a R15.... howzatttttttt??????
smiling right???
small expectations and big returns always make you smile, celebrate...
Its not only in the home...every where....job place, college team, family, friends and every single thing we do revolve around
expectations we have...
expectations others have on us and ..........................................


but what if the reverse happens....
you expect big and get small returns...
lite yaar...chaltha...next time better luck....
expecting big helps us in growth, vision, knowledge....


if you expect small and get nothing... :(
lets go to a college...
you expect a smile, you don't even get a look...
you expect a invitation, you don't even get a message...
you expect a "hi, how r u???", you don't even get a sms....


if you expect small and get a negative response... still worse right???
they talked to you every day since years... now ask you to shut your mouth....
they praised you for every small work..now ask you to keep away from that...
you guided them in all the success, now they say failure is cause of you...


Pretty funny
expectations....
though every one knows it's very hurting when the expected thing is not done, we keep on expecting...
though the one from whom we expect a smile, message, know that we get hurt, they don't keep up to our expectation...
such a vicious thought ... :D


I just wanted to convey that...
fulfill small expectations, tiny tiny wishes of your friends, parents...
big things.... huh god should help...
do you need god's help
to send a sms, an invitation, to smile, to come home early, to wish on birthday, to present a gift on anniversary, to hug on success, to congratulate on achievement?????
expectations make us cry*

*conditions apply...
1.if unfulfilled
2.if fulfilled(aanandha bhaspalu)

# tag line of the post... NEVER EXPECT...
FULFILL EXPECTATIONS .... ;) :P



Friday, July 1, 2011

Life is fun... make it funnier...

This is just an idea by one of my friends...
but couldn't find best way to get it working....
The theme of this post is- JUST POST A COMMENT on the most FUNNIEST thing, or memorable event in your life...
Its just to bring a smile on faces of people reading it...
Hey you reader, this is not the post... read the comments to laugh...
Go head, who ever reads this, plz comment... and make every one smile....
Share the smiles.... :D..
thank u...

Thursday, June 30, 2011

A woman....

Every single being on the earth has a force in every moment of their success, in the form a woman...
From the time of your birth and even before that... who bore you in the womb for 9 months???
She gets up every day, just you see you fine and to feed you...
She in rages helps you look beautiful to school..
In school, you have your bench mate to help you in sharpener, eraser...
you have a competition there to help you rise and reach heights...
a caring sister helping in home work and getting rid of a tiresome day in school...
In college she comes as an angel into ur life...behind you in good and bad times...sharing every little thing...

In a guys life, she enters in the form of a wife, to lessen his burden and share his responsibilities, looking after his heir, his parents, being nice to his family, adjusting herself to a completely different environment, changing her life style, working hard to get a bit of appreciation, a smile from her better half, balancing work and home, not letting down her parents and what not every thing beyond her time, will and power, strives hard to have a happy life to people around her...

Searches her happiness in smiles of her family....

In the later half as a daughter, cheers her father, mother, grand parents and every one, with her cute little face, beautiful smile, small help with tiny hands, help getting rid of vexed office life...

Thanks to all WOMEN in my life and i'm proud to be a woman.... :)...

Monday, June 20, 2011

funny children....

Today, I went out on small work... I need to walk for 10 to 15 minutes from bus stop to reach home... It was lunch time and so Bhashyam school children (Primary) were left to have a holiday till tomorrow morning...
On my way, I watched few mothers carrying their children's bags and it was fun, REAL FUN watching them...
The first one :
A little girl, her mother with her bag, and brother walking joyfully...
The girl was complaining her mother this way, putting her face in such a turmoil,
Naaku nacha ledhamma... aa jeans pant annayyaki baaledhamma.... naa class teacher naku vadhamma...(i didn't like it mom, thet jeans doesn't suit well for brother, i dont want my class teacher)...

The second:
Mom walking very fast holding her daughter's bag...
this little girl was picking up every interesting thing on the road and watching it and as she does that she usually gets few steps behind her mom, so she runs to cover the distance...
I could watch this girl only 7 minutes, from the school to the place near my home. in these 7 minutes , this was the only thing happened...picking, getting late, running... It was very funny to watch her...

And ya I met one of my teachers on the way, Hindi teacher Aruna Kumari and srinu annayya who asked about my studies, etc stuff and the 15 min walk in the HOT sun went on like few seconds...

Saturday, June 18, 2011

its my life boss ... (2)

Same warning as given in the above post…
My registration was done on 8th but hostel room allotment was not done as it became late…
Then we ( nanna and me) were to stay in some 13th block and ate in Krishna mess ( as far as my memory says)
The immediate day morning room was allotted..
Then I saw Susmita, my inter classmate, she was going to her friend’s home in rain and invited me.. I was shocked.. 100 s of questions like, don’t we need permission, should I go, etc etc.. anyway I said I won’t come..
Then came rocking anjana’
Anjana: where are you from??
Ramya: visakahpatnam..
Anjana: Ok, we have a group here in NITW, all vizag people stay together, we have some rules to follow , my room number is CB____ , come there after the room allotment, we will tell what all to do, we should all stay together… ok bye..
And she left..
I was just nodding my head.. Without any clue why that lady talked that much…
Registration done, my roommates are my branch mates too and one of them was even in my section.. Navya and Srujana…
and I put my things in room and went to Hyderabad and returned on 10th night..
Then I went to friends’ room, it was fun when I remember how swathi told me the fundas…
She just told 2 or 3 and told, “ migilinavi ponu ponu nike ardham avthai le” ( you will come to know of remaning fundas as time goes on)
Classes started on 11th morning…

its my life boss....(1)

My journey in life…

These are the incidents before I joined in NITW…

This is statutory warning: This is my life. After reading the entire post, don’t feel: deeni history manakendukuraa babu….

I will start from here. .. It’s 30-07-08..

We (nanna and me) went to tirupathi…Darshanam over…

Returned to vizag on 4th august and I got my seat confirmed in Gayathri college..Chemical engineering(M.tech biotechnology chedham anukunna)

I was very relaxed hoping all works are done and enjoying holidays, since my rank is 24042, I did’t have any hope of getting into NITs..

Just then in some papers (which are supposed to be thrown out) I found a yellow paper, on which some thing stating that date 4th august last date for freezing online options for AIEEE entrance was written.. Asusual I took lite…

Casually I went to net centre for just checking mails, opened this aieee website and filled the form and freezed just 20 minutes before the website closes…

3 days after that with no hope I opened the website and found the page stating “ You have been allotted biotechnology in NIT Warangal” .. I was very happy, got a print out of that and rushed home running with 1000 watts light on my face…

I called some one in college and they informed that classes have started some 21 days before so I must join immediately… I took the very literal meaning of IMMEDIATELY and just packed few things, rushed to bus station, got into Khammam bus and reached college on 8th august… You know what I joined NITW on

08-08-08… It was actually my birthday that year according to thidhi… (telugu calendar) …

Watch for next post about registration, first friend etc stuff….

Monday, May 30, 2011

got misplaced....

continuation of A DAY post...

got mis or dis placed....

Speedy winds with heavy rain could be worst changing many things around...
The red mangoes were no more on the tree,

no parrots on our tree, huh its funny to expect parrots without mangoes on the tree,

the amla tree, so called large, tall, fell over its neighbor, crushing it... ( remember white flowering plant) I m talking about that... no more fav combination to have darshan of it every morning ....no amlas, no white flowers...

the coconut trees no more erect....

the nest- gods must be crazy... its there so solid...

every leaf around was cleaned, the hill looking beautiful, temple washed...

Now, air is still, not even a single leaf moving... so calm, pleasant, wonderful and beautiful....

its all about the rain yesterday in my place... and things around my house...

my house seemed new with lost 2 trees in the front.....

every thing z so perfect now, new, clean, fresh, but lil sad for the loss.....





A DAY....

I sat on the stairs, which lead to 2 nd floor in my house, which is terrace...
As I see,

Right infront of my eyes, a street far, there is a huge mango tree, with lots and loads of small mangoes, with great red and green combination, spread all over the tree..( popularly known as suvarnarekha )...

Just to my right hand side, some 1 to 2 feet far is another mango tree, technically OUR tree, with bunches of mangoes ( 8 to 10 fruits ) all over...

To my back, in the front of my house, a huge amla tree, and a flowering plant, with white flowers, the dark green white always is my fav combination....

and all over the place straight coconut tress here and there so erect adding life to the houses spread in the streets..

A small nest on one of the current poles, with baby birds inside waiting for their mother..

Group of Parrots on our mango tree, tasting the sweetness of fruits, squirrels running around and finishing the half eaten fruits...

Group of small birds ( black back, white feathers, red beak ) fighting or playing droppings their feathers all the place..

Small birds known as Bangaru pichukalu, their body as big as my thumb finger, on the trees, believe me, its very difficult to spot them on the trees, jumping from branch to branch...
reminds me of the quote Pitta koncham kootha ghanam, shouting at the top of their voices....

Crows on the branches of coconut trees, arranged so perfectly in an order, from a considerable distance it looks like an artistic design....

The hill, temple on that, the blue sky above that.... OMG can heaven be beautiful than this....

BUT a day...... when few things got ...........................................................................................



Monday, May 23, 2011

:-D

Mom,

Matru devo bhava, Pitru devo bhava, AAcharya devo bhava, Athidi devo bhava …

A very popular quote in Sanskrit…

Mother has been given the 1st pace indirectly stating that she is the first GOD..

Before even our birth we are protected by her in her womb…

Do you think only you, were born on your birthday, no absolutely not, Its your mother too..

Its rebirth to any mother while giving birth to her child..

She takes that struggle to show you this beautiful world..

This world wouldn't have existed without her, her struggle, her kindness and her patience..

Who gets hurt when you fall???

Who feels bad when you are depressed??

Who feels sorry when you are hurt???

There is only one answer for all these questions… MOTHER…

She is the one, despite of any inconvenient conditions and odd situations she is facing thinks of only your progress….

Somebody may reject you in job by looking at your intelligence, in love looking at your status, in friendship looking at your behavior..

But only mom is the one who receives you as you are… loves you, accepts you, pampers you, and dies for you…

Even you don’t think of yourselves every minute, but your mom does…

Value her, Respect her, Take care of her, never ever try to hurt her…

This post is supposed to be taken birth on mothers’ day (8.5)

But due to some technical difficulties, its bit late… :P :P :P

Friday, April 29, 2011

my room... :|

This is some thing which i thought would never happen to me...
this is something NOT like any thing else...
some thing different, weird and of course special...
as far as i know myself, i'm not attached to anything in this world like it happened with parents...
some times i feel, even them, i call them not even once in three days... (twice a week)
but now, the very moment i'm writing this, i m very much close to the room i have spent just 5 months...
never felt so sad while packing things for holidays...
never thought college is more soothing than anything...
don't even feel like going home...
this room though very young in my thoughts occupied a best place...
seen every phase of my emotions, which even the closest of the closest friends of mine never knew...
the posters i made,
the Siva picture(stolen from the department...shh secret don't tell anyone) i stuck up,
the birthday gift i hung up,
the RF gift (thank u junis... ) on the table,
and Ganesh and Saraswathi in the shelf...
and finally me in the chair, with laptop on table, watching greenery outside...
seemed soo perfectly fit in this room...
these have seen me sing, dance, cry, laugh, write, what not, every thing...
ya the rangoli outside for diwali ... :P
may be because of sharing rooms or something i wasn't like this before...(thanks to Janu and Sam for being with me all those days... missing your company)

aedhaithe enti... naa room ae naku kavali....
praying god that, my luck should work out so well that, i ll pick this chit....;)

Sunday, April 3, 2011

wow...wat a feeling....

Every happy and sad moment of mine will always be recorded... and now it is the greatest feeling i ve ever had in my whole life....
ICC WORLD CHAMPIONS....INDIA....
OMG...

What a life of Sachin.... every one at least once in their whole life would definitely think of living a life of SACHIN...
waited till the last moment, heart thumping 101...no nails to bite off....
finally what a brilliant six it was ....
first of all i saw bajji in tears... just couldn't stop myself and controlled a lot... but Kohli's chat was really awesome....
ques: HOW ABOUT CARRYING SACHIN AND WALKING ALL THE WAY??
KOHLI: HE (SACHIN ) CARRIED INDIA'S BURDEN ON HIS SHOULDERS FOR 21 YRS...IT'S JUST FOR HIM AND WE JUS CARRIED HIM ON OUR SHOULDERS....
these sentences were really very very emotional...
we cry just for small bits of action in movies...
what if its a world cup....
the most awaited day....
28 long years....
a legend's dream...
every young cricketer's inspiration....
and finally every Indian's heart beat....
NOW WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS...
the world bows to us....
the hard work, dedication, consistency, what not every thing known as good by TEAM INDIA is unbeatable and unquestionable....
we learn from YOU....
we get inspired from YOU...
we are, and will always be with YOU....
TEAM INDIA really really deserves a standing ovation, bow, respect from every INDIAN....
even the whole world....
a whole hearted congratulations to US....
nothing else to write...just tears of happiness... wonderful feeling...
PROUD TO BE AN INDIAN....
THANKS TO MOTHER INDIA....
JAI HIND....
U ROCK MEN IN BLUE....




Saturday, March 12, 2011

:) :) ss-11

Hmmm.... very happy ....
the reasons being many...
the foremost one is joining in NITW, I simply feel proud of myself...
The technozion and Spring Spree were truly awesome not in terms of enjoyment but the inspiration I gather from the events...
I whole heartedly feel great about the event organizers, their dedication and hard work to make a thing happen and make it a success....lots of patience....

coming the events which made me happy were...
winning 4th place in an event in tz...conundrum of death..(actually i didn't win anything, but i consider it that way, LOL )....
watching jahaaz till 2 A.M. (that too after a day long hard work for the above mentioned event ) is truly fun....
the thing which i think i missed was the laser show....

and this spring spree left me with loads of life time memories to carry throughout my life from college...
The very 1st thing Sekhar kammula....I enjoy his movies a lot, and his speech was too good, nothing like a movie speech, it was really inspirational...
Then comes the greatest one to quote.... STEPHEN DEVASSAY and NARESH IYER....
no words to express how i felt while his fingers were dancing on the piano. it was so mesmerizing that i didn't even clap...and that guy called Naresh Iyer has life in his voice...
both of them made that night really memorable...at a point in middle of the show I just felt to leave all these studies, running, competition etc and go into field of art, were there is lot of truth and self satisfaction and peace of mind....

sorry...this is an old writing which i forgot some how to post...just now realized that its waiting in my archive for posting....enjoy.... :D

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

wer r v ending up???

This is abt the T activists' in the college...
i hope it reaches them and they dont take it as a joke...
a few days back i read that JP was manhandled and felt very bad..
and now today in the college they insulted one of the most senior faculties in the college...
wat do they think abt themselves...they must respect his age, profession, and wat not..he is human...
r v animals to beat each other for lives??ok..not even life here...huh...
wat is this going to give them???
name??fame??state??
and yeah...wat abt the students who supported them??
they need a separate state???for wat???
jus think...how many of the students studying here r going to work here and serve their land...
most of us want a pretty good job in a posh city, to enjoy life...
or get a seat in very good college...y r u wasting ur time???jus because some one wanted this to happen???
and that some one is definitely not U, not ur FATHER, not ur MOTHER...
i was in an auto some day...the auto driver was telling some thing which goes like this:
bandh antaru adhi antaru...ee T vasthe maku manchi jaruguthundho ledho teliyadhu kani, ippudu matram chala kashtam ga undhi...
y r these ppl playing games with normal lives...y r so called cream of the country acting like this...
think wisely, watch every step of urs, it shouldnt hurt anyone, it should be useful to at least one...
i dont know how far its true, but i feel this...and i hate classes getting canceled like this...i am and we r not HERE for that...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

alone...

there is no one on this helly earth to care abt u...
u feel dying at times because of ppl around u, their selfishness...
u feel lonely and want to cry as hard as u can, till the tears dry up,feel thirsty,shout at the one at the top of ur voice, throw wat ever z in reach....
u feel as if all doors are closed, u are blocked in the middle of an island, searching fr a sight of some one to listen to u....
though some one tries to help u, u cant help urself shouting at them...
and obviously the one in ur rescue, loses patience...and leaves u alone...
but always only one thing happens that is u end up searching, searching and then realize that u r there fr u ...
loneliness can be killed by helping urself, realizing true u...
write a blog, its never angry, its the way u asked it to be... always cheerful, ready to listen to u, posts wat ever u want...
im doing the same.... :D


realize the value....

few incidents happening these days resulted in this post...
first time i ve realized that ppl dont value for each other...
1.they r all preset with pre occupied minds....
2.wat ever they think is only correct, true and does nt even care of watz wrong wid the person in front of them....
3.all they do is -- jus let themselves out of the issue by confirming that they r not responsible fr any of the things happening around...
4.why do u give value only to the one u wanted to...
are the others suggesting u jokers, dont have any other work???
5.u lose patience very easily, gets frustrated very easily, gets angry jus in seconds and immediately utter crap, and then job of mine is to be calm, be patient, listen to every useless word of urs, cool u down...why do u talk wen u dont have control over ur words....
6.same happened with me, i asked fr time..i requested that i cant talk now...but then did u give me time??no...jus understand if i say i cant talk, need time to settle, i mean i DONT want to utter a single word...dont ask me the same ques WAT HAPPENED...am i responsible....after all wat can u do???jus say OK???
finally wat i want to say is...be patient, never try to hurt some one...
because.... world is full of hearts which get hurt but not brains to think y...
no one ever thinks of why u hurt them??situation u r in???ur mood etc..they r conserned ONLY and ONLY abt them selves...

Withdrawal

The phase of life, when you actively, consciously withdraw yourself from love and hate.  The moments when nothing seems to reach your heart....